Fragile Monolith

Did you see that? Did you see it happen?
The heavens opened up today as a flower split the mountain.
Truly magnificent it was as it's beauty came without doubt.
Pedals unfolding to greet the monolith with a prayer and song.

It bowed down only to rise up and the mountain made way, for it knew.
This fragile thing made so delicately of beauty
asked nothing but to sing in the breeze and share the Sun.
This was the base of the mountain and the soul of the earth.

JS

Timeless

Timeless, Boundless, ageless and formless
I see back past the veil of birth and death and see you.
I look forward past the same and again you stand.
Glowing like a star, a beacon in the cosmos.
You have always been and always will be.
Our bodies will decay and our world fade away
but I know that you will be there Waiting, Loving, Guiding.
We are not two beings in love but one being of love.
We are the flower and the flame both dancing in the wind.

JS

Who I am

We have all set out on this quest before.
Taking notes and kicking in doors but today I sat and looked within to figure out just who I am.

I close my eyes and take a breath.
I am the emotions that drive me
Love and compassion that is who I am
But can this be if doubt and frustration are emotions too.
I can't be love without being hate.
I can't be the slain without being the slayer. This can't be all of me

So I Take a breath
I feel the earth beneath me and the wind caress me.
This is me and all there is.
The flesh the blood the trees and mud.
The earth it breathes as do I
It lives and grows and suffers
This is who I am!
But this cannot be so.
The earth, the wind, the blood and skin
Are all just part of the whole.

So I take a breath
Now I see the universe and it vast expanse
Feel the energy and vibrations.
This is me.
I can see it now, the stars and planets
The black holes and never ending matter.
But this cannot be who I am can it.
Lifeless and full of life. Never ending
The bigger I get the smaller I feel.

And so I take a breath
A breath. A single breath.
In it I feel the emotion,  the breeze
The universe and everything.
The vibration of it all shakes me in a single breath. This is me, I am that breath.
Not the one I just took or the next one to come.
I am this breath right now.

And so I take a breath.
I am the point between breathes.
In that moment I see nothing.
I feel nothing
No vibrations, no expectations
I am the silence, the still. I am everything in one point of existence. 
The vibrations have slowed to a stillness.
In the single breath I breathe life and death, love and hate. I breath the trees and earth, sky and stars.
In that one breath a big bang of existence. I breath it all in.

And so I take a breath
I am.

~J

Deep Within

Deep within the seat i sink
The energy so bright and clear
Rising from the primal levels
Deliver me from all the fear .

Timeless journey through the hidden.
To the dark and back again.
Where it is has so been written
words of man fall short again.

Pray for peace and your salvation
from the enemy that hides.
Deep inside you are forsaken
Beaten by the egos pride.

Holy is the base of life
sacred place to all that see
Dance around the truth with words
that never seem to set you free.

I don't believe your words you give me
I don't believe this mess I see.
I can't help but think that man
has so much more in life to be.

Freedom comes from deep within
Liberation from all that binds
Letting go of all that holds you
brings me closer to life Devine.

Jason

Be Amazing

The Moon shines not but shows all.
blackness of space brings separation to the stars.
The Sun warms and lights my world
blue sky offer a soft backdrop for the creeping clouds

The wind unseen blows across me
air i breathe comes and goes across all that I see.
The grass growing unnoticed softens my step
Ground is ever producing life and energy

All of this goes on without your notice
giving us unseen hope and signs of life
All of this gives us but one message to pass on.
simple and honest and true to the source.

Be amazing, that is all
Be amazing noticed or not just keep being amazing
Life comes and goes, it's seen and unseen
loved and unloved. but through it all you stand.
So if you stand just be amazing.

~Jason 10/09/2015

Waterfall (Meditation)

As I sit, breath in today
For tomorrow never comes.
I can't help but feel this way
Knowing I'll always be the the one.

As I sit, exhale the pain
Watch it all just fade away
All this chaos I'm to blame
Need to let go of the grey.

And as I sit here
I know the reason
I know the flow of life today.
And it consumes me
Taking me over
Taking my mind so far away.

Bring me back
Back to my center
Back to the basic of it all.
Back to a time when
I had control then,
Back before the water falls

Breaking me down,
pulling me down.
Washing away me self control
Taking my breath,
spin me around.
Do not know which way to go.

And as I sit here
I know the reason
I know just what I have to do.
Now I am focused
lost in the nothing
Lost in the breath that all consumes

Bring me back
Back to my center
Back to the basic of it all
Back to a time when
I had control then,
Back before the waterfalls.

~
Jason 09/2015

Nothing

I want to be the nothing
That you don't see but know it's there.
The blank on the page or the hole in the wall
The useful part of a window

I want to be the nothing
Live and die unseen but forever in the heart
That warmth of the sun or the cool of the breeze.
The useful part of the burning wood

I want to be the nothing
In which you gaze in wonder for unknown reasons
The space between or the reflection of hope.
The breath you hold when love takes your heart.

I want to be.

~ Jason