God

Where can I find you where do you hide
I was raised to think you would be by my side.
I search through the books and written pages
But these are just ramblings of fools and of sages.

I search the mountains and valleys below
I can see the traces of places you go
But the animals won't answer not a hint they will share
So onward I search in hope and dispair.

The deepest of oceans and bluest of skys
the darkest of caves and blackest of night
Earth cannot hide you if you're there I will find
but the harder I look the more I am blind.

So doubt you I must for you cannot be seen
how can I trust this thing that can't be.
Love and compassion I hold in my heart
for others who I see on this journey they start.

So I lay here and stare at the stars as they shine.
Maybe someday myself I shall find.
So onward I spiral away from the source.
Following the path of natures force.

And there in the distance I see what could be
The truth that I seek to understand me.
Like the small to the large of the music to dance
or the infinite solvable equation of chance.

I see the hot to the cold and the truth to the lie
all of the outside balanced inside.
So large in it's size but too small to see.
Not part of the being but all I can see.

~Jason