Hold Me Tight

Holy Jesus
Did you see me sin?
Did you morn or cry when I did it again?
will tell your father it's not who I am?
Will you follow me down this path that I found.?

Oh sweet Jesus,
Why do I do what I do?
Follow the heart no matter how blue?
Am I scarred for life, beaten and through?
Will my wounds be forever a symbol like you?

Oh Mother Mary,
Your Son is with me,
Though I'm not really sure it's the best place to be.
My sins run deeper with each passing day.
For the lives that I save will never know pain.

Oh Dear God,
Could you take me from here?
I can't understand all the hate in the fear.
I try to stay holy but this can't be done.
for some of my sins just can't be out run.

Holy Jesus,
You held me tight.
Through all the hard morning and all the long nights.
When I cried in silence and screamed your name
You stood there silent and took all the blame.

Oh sweet Mother,
You son has come home
He stood the test of time and was never alone.
He faught with the demons and angels the same
But in the end he was cleaned in my name.

~ Jason 03/18/2015

Shadow

Through the eternal I have traveled.
Past the fallen, past the the face of time
Standing on the edge of what you left me
Needing all the hope just to survive

Leading me away, Taking me away
I cannot pass the shadow on my own.

The image on the hill is crucified
blood runs constant, never ending
Bathing in the life you left behind
Needing all you promised just to hide

Leading me to astray, taking all away
I cannot pass the Shadow on my own.

Reading of the truth in which you promised
words of fallen mortals, falling shallow
Riddles, myths, and legends written down
Needing all I see just to follow.

Leading me again, taking me again
I cannot pass this shadow on my own

Now I put the pieces back together
Fallen bloody words fit perfectly
Revealing what was hidden in plain sight
Needing to understand where you are

Leading me to truth, taking doubt away
I cannot pass this shadow for it is me.